I hope you are all having a wonderful New Year and looking forward to 2014.
As you have probably noticed I haven't updated the blog on the 16th of each month as I normally do. The thing is, I have had some amazing drams since the start of the new year and I feel it's time for a new chapter, to write when I want to write or have something to say and to try and let go of the emotional ties to specific dates. This may be easier said than done but we will have to wait and see.
So on the 1st day of the New Year I awoke after having a strange dream that Ellis was taking a test and she went to Lisa for some advice, then a cupboard randomly fell off the wall and Daren came to the rescue and put it back up. They all then went to watch some TV and Gary was with the cast of TOWIE.
Lisa, Daren and Gary were Ellis's friends, all of them sadly losing their fight after having had lung transplants. The thing is, it felt so real, Ellis would of gone to Lisa for advice as they were friends from childhood, Daren was Ellis's transplant buddy and was very protective of her and Gary, well he loved TOWIE.
I also had a dream that Ellis was going to get a haircut and our beautiful friend Bibi was taking her. Bibi's car broke down so they got out and began to walk through this field when it started to rain and they were laughing, laughing so loud. Bibi was holding Ellis's hand and wrapping her up in her coat.
I was so moved by this dream, Bibi was such a wonderful person, whenever Ellis had an unexpected visit to the hospital or when things weren't looking good, I always got a call from her, like she knew instinctively that something was wrong. She died very suddenly in a car crash a month or so before Ellis, so the dream was very significant.
So here's looking forward to the new chapter's in our lives. We never know what is going to happen tomorrow so try and enjoy today as you won't ever get the chance to again.
Much Love to you all xx